on to NEVER NEVER LAND

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

There are many things in life that are beyond my control, and I have difficulty accepting that. I know that I can not be responsible for others actions or be in charge of other people, but I know that I am responsible for myself and my own actions. There are consequences to every action and reaction, but those are not without limits.

While some people can choose to wait for things to happen to them, I choose to take a step into life, and try to put myself out there as much as I can (as soon as I can quit being sick). I feel like this next month has been a long time coming, but as the day grows closer, I feel like I am more lost than before. While I try to find myself as a person, I have to grow up.

I remember being the little girl singing along with Peter Pan about how "I'll never grow up." Now the day has come that I have to...